Originally
published in Issue XVII of Vulgata, October 2007.
Dawn
Anil
Kapadia, thirty-three, part time writer and full time computer
consultant, sat eating his breakfast, then picked up his glass of
water and poured it over his head. Shocked at his own action, he
started laughing.
This
was the start
of an interesting chain of causes and effects.
The
day had started
with Anil opening his eyes to a beautiful Saturday morning in the
midst of August. His mind still clouded with sleep, he tried to
snuggle up to his wife and remembered belatedly that his wife had
gone to stay with her parents after a fight with him last week. They
had fought over something silly, so silly that he had already
forgotten what the bone of contention was. Anil had a sneaking
suspicion that in that fight, he had been the one who was more in the
wrong. So the first emotion that he felt that morning was a twinge of
guilt. But then the world intruded upon his senses.
The
window drapes
had lighted up. He went to the window and pulled them back. The light
fell on his young but slightly haggard face. He opened the window.
Cool breeze played around his face while he, with his fingers, tried
unsuccessfully to brush his unruly hair into some semblance of order.
An
ancient book had
described dawn thus: By the first ray of rising sun, the world is
stirred. Shining gold is sprinkled on smiling flowers. The fragrant
air is filled with sweet melodies of singing birds.
Well,
this morning
was not wholly as described in the ancient book. The fragrance of the
air was a teeny bit diluted by the smell of garbage and car fumes.
The sounds of moving cars and shouting juvenile delinquents sometimes
overwhelmed the sweet melodies of singing birds. Yet it was a good
enough morning all in all, except for the fact that his loneliness of
the moment depressed him.
His
apartment was on
the third floor of a high-rise building. His window overlooked a
tree-lined street that was moderately busy in the day but almost
totally deserted during the night. On his side of the street was a
row of apartment buildings. On the other side of the street was a
huge shopping plaza.
He
stood at the
window for some time, watching the traffic on the street below. Then
he turned and walked to the bathroom. It was while he was in the
shower and warm water sprayed over every pore of his body that a
strange kind of self-awareness hit him. He felt as if his soul had
split in two: an observer and the observed. He watched himself taking
the shower and thought: “What am I doing here?”
The
“here” in
his thought didn’t stand for the shower, nor did it stand for his
apartment. It had nothing to do with his present time and place as in
“here and now”. The “here” in this particular thought stood
for the world, the universe, his whole existence.
Strangeness
followed
strangeness. He had a premonition, an expectation. Something
significant was going to happen to him that day. But what? He had no
clue whatsoever.
The feeling of
expectation was still there while he busied himself with the
preparation of breakfast. He picked up two slices of bread. Popped
them in the toaster. Opened the fridge and took out the packet of
butter. The slices popped out of toaster, burned black. He threw the
slices in trashcan. Picked up two more slices. Popped them in the
toaster. Adjusted the toaster to the correct temperature. The slices
popped out, well done this time. He put them in a plate. Applied the
butter to the slices. Carried the plate to the table. Flopped down
on the chair. At last the ordeal was over and his breakfast was
ready.
He
thought wistfully
of his wife.
At
about the same
time, a few miles away from Anil’s place, at the house of his
in-laws, his wife Jasmine was thinking about him wistfully. I wonder
how he is managing without me, she mused. The housework must have
reduced the poor guy to jitters. It has now been nearly a week and he
has not come to woo me back. The fight had been his mistake. He
should apologise to me and make it up to me and may be, just may be,
I will forgive him this time. But then, what was it that Erich Segal
had written in “Love Story”? “Love means not having to sorry”,
or something like that, wasn’t it?
And
furthermore, how
could he come here? Her parents had moved to this new house just last
week and Anil doesn’t know the address. But then he does know the
telephone number here. He could have at least called, the jerk.
Flames
Anil remembered that
last night, before going to sleep, he had mentally made a list of
things that he had to do the next day. But somehow, in the light of
the day, he seemed to have forgotten everything that had been on his
mind the night before. All he remembered was a dream. He had dreamt
that he had gone to the house of his in-laws with the intention of
making up with his wife. He had reached the house, parked his car in
front of the house, gone up the driveway and pushed the bell. His
wife had opened the door. “What took you so long?”
she had said
and moved into his arms. And it had felt so good. And he had woken
up.
He picked up a pen
and a paper and tried to jot down the things he had to do that day.
Nothing in the way of pending actions came to his mind. Instead, what
did come to mind was a philosophical statement from Bhagvad Gita.
“Only actions
done
in God bind not the soul of man.”
And he felt the
weight of the fetters on his soul and the weight oppressed him.
He remembered the
flame sermon of Buddha.
“Everything,
O
people, is aflame. And how, O people, is everything aflame? I declare
unto you that it is aflame with the fire of lust, with the fire of
anger, with the fire of ignorance. It is aflame with the anxieties of
birth, decay, death, grief, suffering, dejection and despair.
“The eye is
aflame, visible objects are aflame.
“The ear is
aflame, sounds are aflame.
“The nose is
aflame, odours are aflame.
“The tongue
is
aflame, tastes are aflame.
“The body is
aflame, objects of contact are aflame.
“The mind is
aflame, thoughts are aflame.”
How do you quench
the flames? He thought. With water, of course. It all seemed so
logical at that time. He simply picked up a glass of water from the
dining table and poured it over his head.
While his mind had
been waxing philosophical, there had been a knock on the door, but he
had been too absorbed in his thoughts to hear it. It was his next
door neighbour, Tony Wilson. Tony and Anil were close to each other,
so when Tony knocked and Anil didn’t open his door, he tried the
handle and finding it unlocked, simply opened the door and walked in,
right at the moment when Anil, his back to the door, was pouring
water over his head. He watched this sight with eyes agog, then
tiptoed out, slowly closing the door behind him.
An extremely worried
Tony returned to his apartment. Something was seriously wrong with
Anil. The estrangement from his wife seemed to have unhinged him
slightly. Poor guy. What should he do? What was his duty as Anil’s
friend? He thought of their mutual friend, Dr. Ali. Yes, he was the
right person to call for help. Tony picked up the telephone and
dialled Ali’s number.
Premonition
Anil laughed at
himself for his silly action of pouring water over himself, got up
and changed his dress and sat down at his computer. First, he surfed
the Net for latest news. There was a lot of it: murder, war, gay
marriages, unwed mothers.
Anil, who was
feeling depressed already, felt even more depressed. He quickly got
off the news page and opened up his email account. Immediately, he
was hit with the dilemma he had been facing the previous day.
At his place of
work, by sheer accident he had uncovered the fact that his boss was
dealing in drugs. His nature screamed at him to have this fact
exposed to the world. He had a journalist friend and one email to
this friend would be enough to open this can of worms. But he was
afraid – afraid of losing his job, afraid even of his life. What if
his boss had gangster connection and had him killed or beaten or
maimed? And he hated himself for being afraid.
He shut off his
browser and opened up the word processor, wanting to work on his
novel. This novel he was writing was overtly idealistic. It spoke of
morals, ethics, values. It even talked of God.
This book will
probably be a flop, he thought. Why am I writing this any way? I
doubt if it will even be accepted for publication.
He was about to shut
off the computer in disgust when Gita once again came to his aid.
“You have the
right to works, not to their fruits. They are surely to be pitied who
hanker after the fruit of every action. May failure or success be one
to you. Even an iota of righteousness in your actions shall deliver
you from cosmic fear. Plunge into action and leave the result to God.
The wise who merge their intellect in Him are freed forever from the
bondage of birth.”
He picked up his
writing where he had left it. He was still in the early chapters of
his book. At that particular moment, he was at the point of
describing the interior of the apartment of his hero. Now, how do I
want the guy’s apartment to look like? Take from life. Why don’t
I put down the description of my own apartment?
He cast a look
around and started to write.
It was a two-bedroom
apartment. As you entered from the main door, you would come into a
sitting room, not too small and not too big. One corner of it held
the kitchen and a dining table with four chairs. The table was
covered with a blue-green table cloth, delicately patterned. The
walls were white. The floor was covered with a blue carpet. The
furniture was wooden, yellowish-brown. A set of beige coloured sofas
filled one corner. The curtains were sky blue. It was a warm room.
Walking down the
hall and turning right into a corridor, you would come to a door that
lead to the master bedroom with an attached bathroom. Here slept the
happy couple. Here too the walls were white. The double bed lay snug
against the wall opposite the window. The window opened to the east
and in the morning, sometimes when he got up before his wife, he
would draw the curtains aside, and sunlight would fall directly on
the bed, lighting up the rumpled comfortably slept-in sheets, and the
painfully beautiful sight of his sleeping wife, her dark hair spread
on her pillow in soft curls. The second bedroom awaited the coming of
his progeny to be put to its proper use. Currently, the spare bedroom
was used as a study and shelves full of books lined most of its
walls.
Anil stopped typing.
The premonition, the expectancy of something significant in the air,
returned with renewed vigour.
Be aware, he
commanded himself. Awareness of self and surroundings. Awareness of
the texture of your clothes on your body. Awareness of the feel of
the patterns that the sunlight seeping through the window created on
the furniture and fixtures of the room. Awareness of the
indescribable taste of cool clear water as it passed through
the lips, over the tongue and into the gullet. Awareness of the
smells all around. Awareness of the dim sounds from the street below.
This kind of
awareness was easy. There was another kind of awareness that was
really difficult to achieve. Awareness of what you are. Awareness of
your position in the universe and your duties. Awareness of the
motivators of your actions. Awareness of your strengths and
weaknesses and the ways to overcome weaknesses. Awareness of what was
right and what was not.
The telephone rang.
Anil picked it up. It was his mother and she sounded worried.
“Hi, Mom.”
“Your
father,”
she sobbed.
“What
happened?”
he almost shouted.
“He is being
operated today.”
“Operated?
What
for?”
“Early this
morning he complained of stomach ache. Doctors say it is his
appendix.”
“What time is
the
operation?”
“At two.”
“I will be
there,
Mom. Don’t worry. Everything will be all right.”
He put down the
phone and sat there for quite a while, not moving, his heart
palpitating with worry.
“Mom. Dad.”
He
spoke softly, imagining they were right there in front him, not old
as they were at present but young and lively as they had been when he
was a child.
Wish Mom and Dad had
agreed to come and live with me, he thought. He had asked them,
pleaded with them, many a times, but every time they had refused.
Every time the answer was the same.
“This is the
place
we grew up, son. All our memories are here. There is a part of us in
each nook and cranny of this house, each alley, each street here.”
“Then I will
come
and live with you and find a job somewhere near you.” He had said.
“No. No need
to
sacrifice your excellent job for us. You worry needlessly. We will be
fine here. And of course you will be visiting us every now and then
during the weekends.”
He didn’t remember
who had said the above words. Was it his father or his mother? It
didn’t matter. They spoke with one tongue. Will our love for each
other, my wife’s and mine, be as strong in our old age? He had
often asked himself.
My wife. I will call
her right now. This illness of my father is the right pretext. Our
quarrel will be forgotten. She will come to me. She loves my parents.
He was about to pick
up the receiver and dial the number of his in-laws when the door
opened and Dr. Ali walked in.
Detour
Dr.
Ali was a strange character. Highly intelligent, sharp witted,
incisive, an expert in his field. And he was an idealist of the first
order. It was this idealism that had made Anil see a kindred soul in
Dr. Ali. They had hit if off extremely well right from their first
meeting which had taken place when Anil had gone to consult him about
a minor neurological problem that he was having.
Ali was one of those
doctors, quite rare these days, who take their Hippocratic oath quite
seriously. He was from a poor family. His parents suffered great
hardships to give their son an opportunity to succeed in the world.
He was now a successful neurologist and his parents were busy
searching for a bride for him.
Anil was surprised
to see Ali.
“Hey! How do,
man?” He smiled with genuine pleasure.
There was no
answering smile from Ali. Instead, he looked at Anil steadily.
“Why are you
looking at me like this?”
“Are you
feeling
well, Anil?” There was extreme concern and worry in Ali’s voice.
“Feeling
well? Of
course, I am feeling well.”
“Sure?”
“What is
this?”
Anil was alarmed.
Ali ignored his
question.
“Won’t you
ask
me to sit and offer me something to eat?”
“Do I have to
ask
you? My house is yours, dear friend, as the spider said to the fly.”
Anil laughed. “But then, you can hardly find something decent to
eat in this house right now, with Jasmine away.”
Ali sat down on the
sofa. “Speaking of Jasmine, haven’t you patched up your quarrel
with her till now?”
“N-no, not
yet,
but … Oh! By the way, you will have to excuse me for a moment. I
have to make a phone call to my travel agent.”
“Travel
agent?
What for?”
“I am taking
the
noon flight to visit my parents.”
“All of a
sudden?”
“Yeah! I Just
got
a call from Mom. Dad’s going to have his appendix removed.”
“Oh!”
Anil went to make
his phone call. Ali sat there, thinking hard. Two shocks. First, the
problem with his wife. And now this. His father’s surgery. A second
big blow. Enough to unhinge a sensitive person.
Ali got up abruptly
and disconnected the phone. Anil looked at him with surprise.
“Why’d you do
that? I had not completed my travel arrangements.”
“I cannot
allow
you to travel at this moment.”
“What?”
“I think you
are
about to have a nervous breakdown, and I want to take you to my
hospital for a check up.”
“A nervous
breakdown? Nonsense. What gave you that idea?”
“Tell you
later,
but you have to come with me.”
“But I
cannot. I
have to take the noon flight. Dad’s operation is at two. I want to
be there before the operation.”
“Look. There
is
another flight out at about two. I will finish your check up in time
for you to catch that flight. You will be there while the operation
is going on. That is the best I can do.”
"Damn you, okay
I will come with you to your blasted hospital,” Anil shouted, raw
anger in his voice.
Martyrdom
The day was bright.
Overhead, the sky was clear. Traffic moved on the road at an even
pace. Anil sat in Ali’s car, brooding, oblivious to the pleasant
weather outside even as he subconsciously registered the first
indications of the oncoming fall. Parts of the tree-lined sidewalks
were covered by a crinkly carpet of gold and red leaves.
As their car turned
from the main road into a side street, they saw a procession going
by. The people were all wearing black and they were carrying banners.
Two words were prominent on the banners: “Hussain” and “Karbala”.
Anil
stopped brooding and looked at the procession with interest.
“These
are your people, aren’t they? Muslims?”
“Yes,”
Ali nodded.
“What
kind of procession is this?”
“It
is a procession to mourn and commemorate the martyrdom of Hussain ibn
Ali, the grandson of Prophet, who was martyred fighting for the right
against overwhelming odds in a place called Karbala in Iraq, fourteen
centuries ago on the tenth of the Islamic month of Muharram. Today is
that date. The Muslims commemorate this day every year to keep alive
the ideals of Hussain that teach never to bow down before tyranny.”
"Tell
me more about Hussain." The writer in Anil was intrigued.
"A
tyrant by the name of Yazid had declared himself ruler of Muslims. He
demanded allegiance from Hussain because allegiance from the grandson
of the Prophet would legitimize all Yazid's oppressions and
debauchery. Hussain refused. A fight ensued."
"Oh,
so it was a fight for power."
"No.
Hussain made sure that no unbiased historian could ever label the
battle of Karbala as a fight for power or kingdom. He did not take
any army with them. Instead, he took a group of about a hundred
people, including his family and close companions. To them he
declared that he was going to his death. It is better to die an
honourable death, he said, than live under oppression. He said it was
his fight and urged them not to accompany him but they refused to
leave him."
"So
what happened?"
"Well,
in Karbala, besides the banks of the river Euphrates, Hussain and his
companions faced Yazid's army. The least head count given in books
for Yazid's army in Karbala is thirty thousand. These thirty thousand
soldiers blocked Hussain and his family and friends, including small
children, from the waters of Euphrates. For three days, people in
Hussain's camp went thirsty. This one another tactic to pressurize
Hussain in accepting Yazid's rule. Well, the tactic failed. A fight
ensued. Hussain and his followers were martyred and members of his
family, including ladies and children were made prisoners. But since
then, this sacrifice has become a beacon of inspiration for free
thinkers of every generation to come.
"A
poet, in a couplet, said it well: Hussain, you lost your life and
your family, but you made it possible for us never to fear an
oppressor."
There
was silence in the car until they reached the hospital.
Hospital
Their car stopped at
the hospital. Anil followed Ali into the hospital. In the lobby, two
old ladies, obviously patients, seemed to be having a reunion. They
saw each other. Their eyes lit up. They moved towards each other,
arms outstretched. They embraced, the wrinkles on their faces
surrounding their smiles like illuminations found on the margins of
old and antique books. Even in his troubled state, the writer in Anil
couldn’t help noticing this scene and filing it for future use in a
story.
Anil was put through
a number of tests. There were neurological tests, physical tests,
neurophysical tests and what-not. His reflexes were tested. His IQ
was tested.
Noon came and went.
In between the
tests, Anil shouted for Ali.
“What’s it?”
Ali asked.
“I want to
call
Mom.”
On
the phone, he said: “Mom, I am afraid I cannot catch today’s
flight.”
“It’s
okay, Baba” she replied. “In fact, there is no need for you to
come. It is a minor operation. Nothing to worry about,” she
consoled Anil but her voice betrayed her worry.
“I’ll
be there first thing tomorrow, Mom,” he said and put down the
phone.
After
a battery of tests, it was time for lunch. During lunch, he asked
Ali, “Now tell me what is this all about? Why all these tests?”
“We
felt that you had been under a great tension the past few days.”
“We?”
“Tony
and I.”
“Oh
Tony! Where does he come into the story?”
"He
saw you doing something nonsensical.”
“Like
what?”
“Like
pouring a glass of water over your head.”
“Oh
my God!”
After lunch there
were a few more tests. After the completion of other tests, he was
even subjected to a session of psychoanalysis. Somehow, he found the
session with the psychoanalyst quite rewarding. The psychoanalyst
asked several questions. Questions like:
How
was your childhood?
Tell
us about your friends.
Do you love your
wife?
What
is your goal in life? What do you want to get out of life?
He
gave one line responses to these questions but the backdrop that his
mind supplied to each of his responses was detailed and complex,
thus:
Childhood
My
childhood? What do I remember about my childhood? Quite a lot, in
fact. The reason probably is that the child I was is still a part of
me.
A
sprawling, yellow old-fashioned house with tiled roofs was where I
lived. The house sported a garden. There were numerous fruits and
flowers in the garden. In the midst of the garden there was a small
water reservoir around which lilies grew.
Paddy
fields - no, they didn’t belong to us - stretched for several acres
in front of our house. To reach the fields, all you had to do was to
cross the road. This road led to the railway station which was about
two minutes walk from our house. Sitting in the house, we could
easily hear the sounds of the coming and going trains. The railway
tracks passed through the paddy fields. I enjoyed seeing the trains
passing through the green fields.
A
part of my day was spent in school. The rest was spent in various
things: doing my homework, playing, climbing trees, reading comic
books and fairy tales, finding an isolated spot in the house and
sitting there quietly, imagining myself to be - as my mood directed
me - Tarzan, Robinson Crusoe, Robur the Conqueror, etc.
In
the evening, all of us, father, mother, grandfather, grandmother
(ours was an extended family) would either take a walk or bring out
chairs and sit in front of the house in the gathering coolness of the
night, gossiping. It was pleasant.
Summer
nights in our house were extra special. Some of us - particularly my
grandmother and myself - would sleep in the open, on wooden cots
covered with crisp, clean sheets. It was extremely pleasant lying
there in the coolness of the night, staring up at the star-studded
sky and listening to the snores of the rest of the sleepers and the
chirrupings of crickets, grasshoppers and other insects, while the
fragrance of spring flowers filled my nostrils.
During
holidays, my afternoons were usually spent in grandfather’s room. I
would lie beside him on his bed and he would tell me stories of
prophets, martyrs and great thinkers of the world - and I would lie
there assimilating it all, occasionally asking him a question,
otherwise remaining silent.
After
the story session, he would usually go to sleep and I would get up
from his bed and go around prowling in his room, searching for any
books he might have brought from the library that he visited at least
once a week. I would find the books and start reading them at once,
sitting in his armchair. These books were usually quite old ones,
their bindings torn, their pages termite eaten, and a strange sort of
smell rising up from them - a mysterious, magical smell.
Have
you ever noticed what books, particularly old books, smell of? They
smell of sunny and cloudy days and dark and moonlit nights. They
smell of battle-fields and gardens, of open skies and dusty attics,
of deserts and mountains, of destinies and purpose. They smell of
time.
Friends
I
remember time when once, late in the night, Ali and I sat on a bench
in the park near my house.
We
started talking about artificiality in our lives.
“Self
deception is our darling," I said. We do not have the guts to
criticise ourselves. There is artificiality in our thinking, in our
actions. How can we be free of this artificiality?”
At
last, Ali spoke: “If one can come out of the circle of self then
one is free.”
I
thought over this statement. “Yes. But self is insidious. It gets
into everything and pollutes purity.”
“How?”
“Take
worship. What kind of worship of God do you think is more laudatory:
That worship which is done for the sake of heaven, that worship which
is done in fear of hell or that worship which is done because of our
love of God?”
“I
get your drift. It brings to mind a saying of Ali ibn Abi Talib.”
“Who
is Ali ibn Abi Talib?”
“He
was the successor of our Prophet Muhammad.”
“And
what is the saying?”
“Well,
Ali had said that if one worships God in hope of heaven, this is the
worship of businessmen; if one worships God in fear of hell, this is
the worship of slaves; and if one worships God because He is worth
worshipping, this is the worship of a free person.”
“There
you are. That is the freedom I am talking about - freedom from the
circle of self.”
Jasmine
She
is the daughter of a friend of my father.
The
first time I met her was when I had obtained my Bachelor-of-Science
degree and was lazing around the house, feeling pretty bored. My
father suggested I spend some days at the farmhouse of his friend. I
accepted his suggestion and there, at the farmhouse, I met a lively
young lady who was introduced to me as Jasmine, the daughter of the
house. She had been studying abroad and had just completed her
graduation and was back home.
My
second day at the farmhouse: I woke up in the morning, went to the
bathroom and gave a blood curdling scream because someone had painted
a huge moustache on my face.
My
third day there, I found missing from my things a book (a Thorne
Smith novel) and an unfinished short story of mine. The next day, I
found both the items. Along with the book was a note that said, “You
seem to have good taste in your reading.” But the most surprising
thing was my unfinished story. It was unfinished no longer. It had
been completed, and completed in a brilliant way.
I knew who was behind all this
mischief. Jasmine, of course.
What
could I do but marry her?
Significant
Event?
The
psychoanalysis session over, Anil turned to Ali.
“Can
I leave now,” his tone was sarcastic, “or are you taking me to a
mental institution?”
Ali
smiled. “You have to admit Tony was right in worrying about you.
That’s what friends are for.”
“With
friends like you two…,” Anil left the expression incomplete, but
he smiled.
“I’ll
drop you home. Just wait here for a while. I have to get rid of some
paperwork at my office.” Ali left. Anil waited in the lobby. He did
not have long to wait. Within minutes, he saw Ali rushing towards
him.
“Did
you hear the news?”
“What
news?” Anil asked.
“The
flight that you were supposed to take today, it crashed and everyone
on board died.”
“Oh
my God!”
Ali
just gave him a look. In that look was shock - shock at the thought
of what might have happened to Anil if he had taken that flight. In
that look was wonder - wonder at the chain of unlikely events that
had saved Anil’s life.
Was
this the significant event in my life that I had premonition of? Anil
wondered, but then, the feeling of something about to happen still
persisted in him.
They
reached Anil’s house. Anil called Tony over. At first, Tony
appeared sheepish over his role in the day’s events, but when Ali
told him of the net result of the events, he became jubilant.
“Be
eternally grateful to me, my boy,” he said grandiosely. “I saved
your life today.”
“And
just for that you deserve death punishment, Tony,” said Ali.
“I
see your point,” said Tony thoughtfully. Anil punched him in the
arm, went into the kitchen and came out with lemonade and glasses.
They sipped the lemonade, talked, and then Ali and Tony left, leaving
Anil alone with his thoughts.
Dusk
Anil
called his mother and breathed a sigh of relief to find that the
operation had gone well and his father was doing fine.
He
then booted up his computer, got online and sent off an email to his
journalist friend – told him about his boss and his drug
trafficking, felt a weight being lifted from his soul.
Dusk
fell. Inevitably, Anil’s thoughts turned to Jasmine. And suddenly,
he had had enough of his stubbornness. He picked up the phone and
dialled the number of his in-laws. There was no response from the
other side. Some problem with the line perhaps. He put down the
receiver and stood there silently, wringing his hands. Then he made a
decision.
I am going out there
to get Jasmine back, he said to himself and came out of the house. It
was dusk and the world was lit with the mixed light of the setting
sun and the street lamps.
It was only when his
car had left the driveway of the building and had moved on to the
road that he realised he didn’t know where Jasmine’s parents
lived.
In
anguish, he decided to turn back when he suddenly remembered his
dream in which he had driven up to the new house of his in-laws and
met Jasmine. He remembered it all vividly and on a wild impulse, he
let his car retrace the dream path. From one road to another, from
one landmark to another, his car moved, the way it had moved in his
dream. A long time passed. Suddenly he saw a house in front of him -
the same house that he had seen in the dream. He stopped the car,
jumped out of it and walked towards the house, his whole being filled
with a sense of wonder. He walked past the main gate. He walked past
the beautiful garden. He walked past the portico. He climbed up the
steps to the door. He rang the bell.
And
Jasmine opened the door.
“What
took you so long?” asked Jasmine.
Anil
spread his arms and Jasmine stepped forward and into the outstretched
arms.
“Let’s
go home?” Anil asked. Jasmine nodded.
Night
“There
are few things like a good, clean fuck to put life in its proper
perspective,” someone had once written, and that night, Anil
attested to the truth of this observation.
Pretty
soon, Anil and Jasmine lay sweaty and sated in each other’s arms.
Jasmine slept, a soft smile playing on her lips.
Anil
wallowed for sometime in euphoria as a welcome relaxation spread
through his limbs and made them pleasantly heavy. Just before he went
to sleep, he thought over the events of the day and realized that
there had been not one but many events of significance spread all
over the day, including that event of a while ago – the act of
copulation.
Anil
didn’t know it then, but that night another significant event had
taken place. First steps had been taken towards creation of a new
life in Jasmine’s womb.